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Val Esway + El Mirage - Pretend To Believe

by Val Esway

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1.
Whiskey Trail (free) 02:49
Something says it's gonna be a sad dog day Nothing I can do that's gonna make you stay Nothing I can say that's gonna change your mind Something says I'm gonna get left behind So I'm gonna take that well worn whiskey trail Don't bother me, I'll be sitting at the bottom of the well Something says its gonna be a long cold night So I'm gonna sip that bottle till the well runs dry Spill my sorrow till the light of day Nothing I can I can do that's gonna make you stay So I'm gonna take that well worn whiskey trail Don't bother me, I'll be sitting at the bottom of the well
2.
Sweet Thing 03:18
Gonna have to end this good thing Before it turns into a bad thing You know you're such a pretty pretty sweet thing And that's how I'm gonna be remembering Your sweet, sweet heart And all your many many perfect parts Before this whole thing goes down in flames I think we better stop before our troubles even start So what do you say we just walk away Right now while everything is going ok Your company will be a memory That will always be so very dear to me Gonna have to end this good thing Before it turns into a bad thing You know you're such a pretty pretty sweet thing And that's how I'm gonna be remembering Your sweet, sweet heart And all your many many perfect parts Before this whole thing goes down in flames I think we better stop before our troubles even start Don't wanna be your little misery So I'd rather be your ancient history So what do you say we just call it a day After one more round for nostalgia's sake? Gonna have to end this good thing Before it turns into a bad thing You know you're such a pretty pretty sweet thing And that's how I'm gonna be remembering Your sweet, sweet heart And all your many many perfect parts Before this whole thing goes down in flames I think we better stop before our troubles even start
3.
Think Of Me (free) 02:58
Do you ever think of me, and if you do what do you see? Are all your memories bittersweet, do you ever think of me? Do you ever miss me too, wonder if I'm missing you? I think somehow you know I do if you ever think of me Wonder what you keep of me, what lies inside your memory That scarlet sky that lit the sea, the secrets that won't let you be? Do you ever lose your strength, find yourself calling my name? Wonder if I feel the same, do you ever think of me? Is there room for me someplace or did you finally erase that scarlet sky that lit the sea, the secrets that won't let you be? Do you ever feel this ache, wonder if your heart can take One more little leap of faith, do you ever think of me?
4.
One more shot of whiskey, before I go to bed One more shot of whiskey, to penetrate my head One more shot of whiskey maybe I'll forget your face One more shot of whiskey, maybe I won't feel this ache One more shot of whiskey, before the morning sun One more shot of whiskey, until this bottle's done One more shot of whiskey maybe I'll forget your face One more shot of whiskey, maybe I won't feel this ache
5.
Bitter Tears 04:19
Bitter tears, bitter tears I cried for you And oh how it killed me to say goodbye to you And the gasoline burns now the tables are turned So my love, there's gonna be no more crying for you And I won't weep as I lay you down to sleep This cold lullaby has dried up all of my... Bitter tears, bitter tears now you're takin' your turn Tell me how does it feel when your heart starts to burn? With a gun or a knife I'll take your love or your life Either way, there's gonna be no more cryin' for you And I won't weep as I lay you down to sleep This cold lullaby has dried up all of my bitter tears
6.
Baby found a new love and now I'm left alone His heart loves another and my heart has no home Baby found a new love and took his heart from me My heart's splitting open with burning jealousy Baby found a new love for I was not his true love Baby doesn't love me, I feel my heart will die I will never more gaze into his blazing eyes My heart is splitting open with burning jealousy His heart has a new home and there's no place for me Baby found a new love for I was not his true love
7.
Birthday 04:12
I'm writing you this song on your birthday I don't even know where you are today Are you miles from here And is everything finally clear? I'm writing you this song on your birthday There are so many things that I'd like to say But I'm gonna save them for some other day But I'm gonna sing to you anyway Are you happy today and is everything finally ok? I'm writing you this song on your birthday I don't even know where you are today Happy birthday
8.
Pretend To Believe (free) 01:52
Don't look at me that way Unless you're gonna stay Stop killing me with those eyes Just feed me little lies And I'll pretend to believe If you pretend not to leave The night was much too short I need a little bit more So kill that damn alarm And let me see those arms Not gonna let you sleep We've got a pact to keep I'll pretend to believe If you pretend not to leave Don't mean to make you mine Just need a little more time
9.
Lowdown lonesome lovesick blues This is what I'm singin' to you Cause you're lowdown and I'm lonesome and lovesick & blue Lonesome & lonely & down and out This is what I'm singin' about cause I'm lonesome & you're lowly & we're both down and out Broken & bitter & kicked in the side This is what I'm singin' about tonight Cause I'm broken and I'm bitter and I wanna kick you in the side Cause I got those lowdown, lonesome lovesick blues
10.
I still remember your smile, even though you took it away Don't know if I'll ever stop missing you, so many words that I'll never say Dig me a hole in the desert, I'm gonna fill it with tears Sink like a brick to the bottom, singing the words you won't hear Cause I'll never be what you wanted But you'll aways be under my skin I know I'll never stop hoping That someday you'll let me back in Some things are better unspoken, so you're never gonna hear me say You left on my heart an indelible mark, and I never can wash it away Cause I'll never be what you wanted But you'll aways be under my skin I know I'll never stop hoping That someday you'll let me back in
11.

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What a pleasure it was to make this record. The large majority of it was captured over the course of a couple of weekends, with the help of the talented Myles Boisen, and a few more of my favorite musician friends.

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released February 24, 2007

Val Esway and El Mirage
Tracks 1-10 written by Val Esway
Track 11 written by Doc Watson
Val Esway sings and plays guitar.
El Mirage also features the fine talents of:
Myles Boisen- lap steel and electric guitar (4,8,9)
John Hanes- drums (1-5,7-8,10)
Wil Hendricks- bass (1-10)
Lucio Menegon- electric guitar (1-5,7-8,10)
Joe Rut- lap steel guitar (3,5-7), vocals (7)
Berge Thomasion- acoustic and electric guitar (1-2,4-6,8-10)
...plus special guest Henri Ducharme on accordion (6)

Produced by Val Esway
Recorded by Myles Boisen at Guerrilla Recording, Spring 2006
Mastered by Myles Boisen at Headless Buddha Mastering Lab
Design by Kim Boekbinder, www.kimboekbinder.com

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Val Esway Sacramento, California

Val Esway is back with a new project, Global Spider Community, co-piloted by producer and veteran Bay area troubadour Danny Allen, whose stellar guitar playing and sonic footprint can be heard throughout No One Ever Said This Would Be Pretty.

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